DIng Dong our Angle

Ding Dong has left us on 18/6/06 10:25am. I still feel that she has a strong will to live on but her body condition did not allow her to do so. Her health has been deteriorated every day. Her wound has not been getting any better. We did not make the decision to go for operation to remove it as worry her heart can’t take the analgesic and she can’t wake up after the operation. Last few days she has been crying for pain and guess what? Now is her wound which has maggots growing and sometime u can see those small little worms fall out from her wound. Her back leg can't straighten by herself, now even worse. She needs some warm up on her leg before she can walk. She looks tired everyday, even when I came back from work, she don’t have any mood to bark and sometimes not even look at me!!!!

Finally, the whole family decided to put her to sleep. I know that we can't be Buddha to decide when shall she leave us but we can’t stand to see her suffering! It’s not an easy decision to make!






Last night, I asked mum to prepare her favourite food for her dinner. I wrote some prayers for her and seal in a red pack. Mum made a hanger and hanged the red pack around her neck. May Buddha come and relief her from the cycle of suffering and may she able to stay with Buddha and no more suffering in her next life. Before we left home, mum tapped her head and talk to her, she seems understand what mum told her. We sat in dad’s 9233 and drove her to the vet. I was hugging her, at fist she sat still and quite happy that she can travel in a car for the last time. When come near the vet, guess she felt hot so she moved quite a lot. Given me the impression that she don’t want to leave us so soon yet! The vet explained to us how the process will goes. It should take about 20-30 sec where the drug takes effects. Me, dad & Mo-mo was in the room. Doc asked us whether we need more time with her, we said it’s ok let’s do it! When the vet started to put the injection, she refused a little, guess she was scare of needles. She looked at me for the last time, then turn her head to look at dad & mo-mo (who sit away from the operation table), like saying goodbye to them. I see sadness in her eyes. All of us can't hold our tears and cried to see her leaving us. Then just within few sec. She started became motionless. We let her sleep on one side and she took few deep breaths and left us forever. Her eyes can’t close completely, looks like she still not willing to leave us so soon yet. Then we just stroked her for a while and the helper came in and packed her in a yellow bag and send to burn.







Ding Dong, you are the angle send by Buddha and protect us, bring us happiness and joy. May you rest in peace, hope that you will stay with Buddha, no more suffering in your next life. We will love you and we miss you very much!