It's Friday!

It's Friday now...finally :-)

I miss my dear as he is in Kuching now having his sales conference now. But going to see him very soon (tomorrow)




yeah yeah~!!

My New Angle :-)

Money...my new angle in my life. She is 2 months old when brought to our house, a mixed terrier doggie (which I still can't find her origin till now). It's from Jess's Nanny's grand daughter.




This naughty little creature keep our family alive :-)

DIng Dong our Angle

Ding Dong has left us on 18/6/06 10:25am. I still feel that she has a strong will to live on but her body condition did not allow her to do so. Her health has been deteriorated every day. Her wound has not been getting any better. We did not make the decision to go for operation to remove it as worry her heart can’t take the analgesic and she can’t wake up after the operation. Last few days she has been crying for pain and guess what? Now is her wound which has maggots growing and sometime u can see those small little worms fall out from her wound. Her back leg can't straighten by herself, now even worse. She needs some warm up on her leg before she can walk. She looks tired everyday, even when I came back from work, she don’t have any mood to bark and sometimes not even look at me!!!!

Finally, the whole family decided to put her to sleep. I know that we can't be Buddha to decide when shall she leave us but we can’t stand to see her suffering! It’s not an easy decision to make!






Last night, I asked mum to prepare her favourite food for her dinner. I wrote some prayers for her and seal in a red pack. Mum made a hanger and hanged the red pack around her neck. May Buddha come and relief her from the cycle of suffering and may she able to stay with Buddha and no more suffering in her next life. Before we left home, mum tapped her head and talk to her, she seems understand what mum told her. We sat in dad’s 9233 and drove her to the vet. I was hugging her, at fist she sat still and quite happy that she can travel in a car for the last time. When come near the vet, guess she felt hot so she moved quite a lot. Given me the impression that she don’t want to leave us so soon yet! The vet explained to us how the process will goes. It should take about 20-30 sec where the drug takes effects. Me, dad & Mo-mo was in the room. Doc asked us whether we need more time with her, we said it’s ok let’s do it! When the vet started to put the injection, she refused a little, guess she was scare of needles. She looked at me for the last time, then turn her head to look at dad & mo-mo (who sit away from the operation table), like saying goodbye to them. I see sadness in her eyes. All of us can't hold our tears and cried to see her leaving us. Then just within few sec. She started became motionless. We let her sleep on one side and she took few deep breaths and left us forever. Her eyes can’t close completely, looks like she still not willing to leave us so soon yet. Then we just stroked her for a while and the helper came in and packed her in a yellow bag and send to burn.







Ding Dong, you are the angle send by Buddha and protect us, bring us happiness and joy. May you rest in peace, hope that you will stay with Buddha, no more suffering in your next life. We will love you and we miss you very much!

Very Stressed~!!!!!!

See my face??




very stressed leh~! My Montessori exam is coming in another week time, then I am climbing the mount KK with friends, then in work, my product sales is in deep shit now.....hai...very stressed leh! :-((


My wrinkles are all coming out! oh no!!!!!!

Tarot Card Course

Saturday and Sunday was in fact a long long day for me but yet a very fullfilling day! I attended the Tarot Card Reading Course and it was fantastic! Our teacher, Michelle Woo, from HK, she used a different way to help us to remember every meaning of the cards (of course we still need to practice on & off). She told us that adlut use alot of their conscious mind while our unconscious mind only work when we are sleeping. That's the reason why we have dream at night. So, it's very important for us to awaken our unconscious mind so that we have a clear instint to read the meaning of each card!



Before she starts to explain the meaning of the different group of the card (Tarot card has main arcana, small arcana), she will always ask us to do mediatation. 1st type of meditation is just ask us to sit still and we just imagine there's white light coming from top showering our whole body....wash away the dirt (in term of emotional dirt) and give us a clear mind. When I was doing this, my teeth start shaking none stop... I was not cold but wonder what energy that make my teeth and mouth can't stop shaking. Then we just relax and clear our mind before start reading the cards.

The 2nd meditation is we just need to stand up and move along with the music. We just listen to the music and move our body as we like. When I close my eyes & listen to the mucis, my body just move and feel very relax! It was fantastic! :-))

The 3rd type of meditation was GIBBERISH and LET-GO. It's a method of release using sound and body movement, Gibberish has been described by Osho as “one of the most scientific ways to clean your mind.” It is followed by a guided relaxation into a state of complete let-go. We just need to speak out our mind using a language that we don't understand, scream, shot, move our body histerically...... if u stop, then u will end up absorbing other ppl's rubbish! After the gibbering, I feel so hot and feel my eyes abit wet (wanna cry??) and my classmate next to me, Vivian & Eva, they actually cry out! Guess they must have alot of stress and unhappiness in their heart that's why they feel so sad when gibbering!

After the 2 days course, we have finished learning all the meaning of the cards. Today & tomorrow nite is actually the actually "reading" & "inteprating" time!!

I am thinking whether I have the confident to read for my friends! Hope that I can give a good reading and help up other ppl! :-)

Btw, my classmates all come from different background..... i have one who is from Pess (Jessy and her hubby), she is reading 8-ji for other ppl and own a crystal shop. Another classmate, Venorica, she is from Nilai and she is also doing palm & face reading. Another classmate, she is teaching I-ching in Serdang!! wow!! what a good mix huh? Guess in my current life, I don't really have a chance to meet so many ppl who are so talented and help ppl in other way! :-))

No regret to join this course :-))

Sales Conf 2006

1st Mar-4th Mar is GSK annual sales conf. We had it in Langkawi this year and all of us were having great fun especially during the team building o~!

Ding Dong

It's has been 2 weeks after her wound was discover accidently by me! (actually dad has already banded the wound, just that I didn't notice until I saw the blood stain on the floor)

I brought her to see vet and she told me that might be cancerouse cell.....we can't remove it as it will spread even faster. Therefore, have to keep it as it is and keep cleaning the wound everyday. Then another 2 more days later, we found another magget wound near her left leg. She was deeply in pain and I have to took half day off to bring her to see vet.

Ding Dong's health has been deteriorate......she is 13 years old now, detected with heart worm and now with another cancerouse cell near her ampit! Now she can't walk properly as her leg was too weak. Am really worried about her and sometimes when think of letting her go......tear starts crawling out from my eyes....TnT

Hope she live longer and less pain.

We Love you Ding Dong!